Sunday, December 28, 2014

Does Liam pull out or cum inside you?

So he's started dating new guy, which led to this exchange:

Does Liam pull out or cum inside you?

Yes he does, he always comes inside me, and I never feel it ^^
But having sex without a condom is so great, there is no preparation, no accident, just pure pleasure and he always comes quite fast (like 5 or 10 or 15 minutes) and so it's really good because I'm never worn out... It's just pure pleasure... He sticks his dick in me quite easily because he does not have such a big dick and he is uncut :) which is something I really like cause I think it helps him come fast in my ass, it's such a communion!  We often come together...


Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Two nights in a row?

So today the same 46 year old bottom posted again on my ex's profile:
Great time with a wonderful boy handsome and smart! Again!
I'm pretty sure this means they fucked again.  Although it is possible it just means he's reposting because it's almost the same exact comment as yesterday.

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

I had a great time with this beautiful young man!

I don't know anything about this guy other than that his profile says he is 46 and a bottom.  He just left this message today:
I had a great time with this beautiful young man! I will renew with pleasure!

Saturday, December 6, 2014

He bottoms raw

I just got this message from him:
It's the first time in nine years I'm taking a raw cock... Well, it's my new boyfriend, hopefully, but still, it's weird.  Like maybe the weirdest is that I don't feel anything when he shoots. I only feel it after. When it slowly goes down.

Monday, November 24, 2014

You still want me to bring something? Nothing ;) Just you ;)

So I took my ex on vacation to Florida for ten days.  He told me the only way he would come is if he had a few days to meet guys without me around.  I agreed to leave him for Monday-Thursday in Miami and pay for his hotel.

We spent Monday on the beach in Miami together.  The whole time he was texting guys on Grindr, setting up tricks for once I was gone.  The first guy he met was Cesar, a muscular guy from Columbia.
BF:       Hey it's [BF] from grindr :)
Cesar: Hi [BF], how are you?  Is this your u.s. number?
BF:       Was the clothing optional place you stayed at called the Orleans something?  :)
Cesar: No, i know that one but it's not very good.  The one I stayed in was Alexander's Guesthouse, it was very nice
BF:       Oh and I'm free tonight if you feel like wearing a jockstrap :P
Cesar: I love wearing jockstraps and all kinda sexy undies or nakey ;)
BF:       Yeah!  Me too :)
Cesar: Wow, cool we have that thing in common
Cesar: Now I definitely wanna meet you
BF:       You can find me at the Sheraton ;)
Cesar: Which one?
BF:       4343 Collins avenue :)
BF:       It's the four points
Cesar: Yeah I know, next to fountain blue
BF:       I guess I just arrived ^^ and I don't really know miami
BF:       Are you far from it?
Cesar: Not at all.  I'm in south beach now having lunch
BF:       My friend is only leaving at 6:00 pm so I won't be free until then :)
Cesar: Did you get my pics?
Cesar: Oh that's fine.  I'm still working for a little
Cesar: I have time to come home and put jockstraps on or some sexy underwear
Cesar: :-)
BF:       I did not get your pic :)
BF:       Bring several :) are you bottom by the way?
Cesar: I'm vers
Cesar: Are you a top?
Cesar: I will bring a few... Would love to see yours too
BF:       I'm both but mosty top
BF:       Do you have a nice butt?  :P
Cesar: Yeas sir, I have a nice butt, and I love both butts and dicks too :-)
Cesar: I love oral and foreplay
Cesar: Specially if in our jockstraps
BF:       I'm at the beach. Talk to you later :)
Cesar: That's why I liked your pics, being silly and hang naked
Cesar: OK hit me up later
BF:       What do you  think about meeting at 6:30 in front of the hotel?
BF:       Oh and I was wondering is there any chance you smoke weed?  Or now how to get some?
Cesar: Yeah I really don't smoke except when a friend has it so no idea where to get it
Cesar: Sorry
Cesar: More like 7 maybe?
BF:       7 is perfect :)
BF:       No problem for the weed, I was just asking just in case :)
Cesar: I have beers lol
BF:       Great cause I don't ! :)
Cesar: Or I could bring some wine, what do you prefer?
BF:       I do prefer wine :)
BF:       I'm French ;)
Cesar: Hehe of course
Cesar: Now I'm nervous.  I don't wanna bring some crappy wine ;-)
Cesar: Red or white?
BF:       Red :)
BF:       But don't bother yourself if you can bring beer ^^
BF:       If you prefer to bring beer*
Cesar: Ok let me see
BF:       I have a bottle of white wine... from the hotel :)
Cesar: Really?  Oh ok u still want me to bring something?
Cesar: Anything?
BF:       Nothing ;)
BF:       Just you ;)
Cesar: Ok I'm leaving home in 2 mins
BF:       And that would make you arrive around... ?
Cesar: I was showering sorry
BF:       No problem :)
Cesar: Maybe earlier I'm close
Cesar: 7:15-20
BF:       I'm sitting in front of the hotel, wearing a tank and a blue short
Cesar: I'm looking for parking

Here is his email to me of what happened:

Ok so in Florida I have had sex with 2 different guys, one was an Hispanic guy, really really cute, he came by to get fucked by me. He loved jockstraps so we both wore jockstraps, we both licked each other's ass and I pounded him for a good hour before I came in the condom in the ass. I may have a picture but I don't know where.  

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

He sells his ass for $500

This is from a text I found from July.  He was in the midst of moving from his college town to where he is getting his master's degree.

Daniel: Super !!! And say what? $300?
And 7:30 for restaurant?
Or what do you think? 
BF: 300? :(
This is the last time that we will see each other in [city] .... 
Daniel:  Sorry typo :) 500 for the night and I wanted to say that would pay even if it's not all night !!!
But this is not the last time :)))) 
BF:  In [city] ;) but it will be in places even more exciting in the future :) at least I hope :) 
Daniel:  But yes ... So it's good like that? You tell me can we do 7:30 p.m.?  Indian? Or Italian? Or other ??? 
BF:  7:30 p.m. it's perfect :) 
Daniel:  Thanks so much :-) meet initially at the hotel right? Then dinner! then hugs ...
So 7:30 p.m. hotel unless you prefer home ... Then dinner break then ... Hmmmm 
BF:  I'll meet you in your hotel at 7:30 p.m. ;) 
Daniel:  And in an act of intense passion I will fuck your little ass a second time :)))
lol 
BF:  yes :) 
Daniel:  hummm
fast fast fast tonight .....
The day will be long ... The short evening:-)
Can you feel your erection growing again?
lol 
[around noon] 
Daniel:  good news! Finally I hope :)
I've arrived at the hotel  
BF:  I am trying to cook but I can be there in 30 minutes? :)  
Daniel:  Between shower and buying drinks I should prefer to keep it 7:30 p.m.
I'm having lunch too :)  
BF:  Oh no but 7:30 p.m. is very good, I thought you said you had arrived for me to join you :)
7:30 p.m. :) 
Daniel:  I was just trying to reassure you :)  
BF:  I am :)  
Daniel:  You will have to sneak up to 330 ...  
BF:  Hum it is delicate. you can not come down?
I think I'm two blocks  
[the next day] 
Daniel:  So a good time? With a small cigarette in his mouth :-)
Thank you for those delicious times ....
I can not believe that it is the last ...
Ouahhhh it was too too good. too too hot 

Sunday, November 2, 2014

Texts of him tricking

I found this on his phone.  Brian is 45, 5'10", 190 pounds, white, shaved head, brown eyes, slightly hairy.  He is versatile with a large uncut dick.

Friday 
BF:  Hi Brian  
Brian:  Hi
Good to hear from you
Super happy to see you
Tomorrow  
BF:  Yes  
Saturday 
Brian:  Hi
Is 4:30 p.m. convenient for you?  
BF:  Hmm this is not feasible :)
it will be less hot :P
Kidding I'll see you then 
[at 4:20]
BF:  I think I'm lost
Brian:  Yes I'm not home
JUST WAIT I WILL BE IN 10 minutes  
BF:  OK nickel :)
Can you give me the name of your street for GPS?  
Brian:  [address]


Sunday, October 12, 2014

"He's a god, he likes to make love."

So my exboyfriend spent the afternoon with an older guy who lives near his university.  The guy wrote:
All I can say is what has already been said.  He is super hot, super nice, super smart, super talented, super everything!  He's a god, he likes to make love.  And that changes everything.  He is a treasure.  Kisses and thank you.....
The guy is 51 years old, 5'7", 200 pounds, brown eyes.  Says he is more bottom.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

He has a threesome with a couple

On Saturday I get this message:
Phew I just finished fucking in a threesome with a couple, it was insane! A good way to end the evening. 

Friday, August 8, 2014

"I’ve spent 2 days with my friend Jeff"

I just got an email from him:
I’ve spent 2 days with my friend Jeff and we did nothing but have fun at my place and on the beach.  Here are some pictures. 
[Pics removed for privacy.]




Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Watching my boyfriend have sex with another guy is amazing

So it's been a while since I posted, but this blog gets so many hits I feel obligated to keep posting.  I really started fantasizing about my boyfriend having sex with other guys when I would see him online all the time looking for sex.  And when I would read all the messages guys left about having sex with him.  And even though we're broken up we keep meeting and having incredible times (and incredible sex) together.  Anyway, it's obviously complicated.

We spent 11 day on vacation together.  First, I learned that I really like him, I like doing things with him, and the sex with him is fantastic.  But that's not why you read this blog.  Which brings me to the second thing I learned:  yes it is incredibly hot to watch him with other guys.

We almost met a guy Monday night, but the guy flaked out.  We tried again on Thursday and this time it worked.  He got on Hornet and started chatting with guys near us.  Although my boyfriend is 22, he likes older guys and found a guy in his late 30s.




So despite the fact that the guy was a bit older, he was still rather attractive with a fit body.

He came to our hotel around 1 on a late lunch break.  My boyfriend went outside to meet him.  About 5 minutes later the door opened at they both came in.  The guy introduced himself as Robert.  He was really laid back and friendly.  We all chatted which was nice because this was the first chance I had to get to know him.

And then it just happened.  My boyfriend moved in for a deep kiss.  It was a long kiss and I could feel that there was real chemistry.  I had been hard for a white, but I became rock hard like a piece of steel.  They did not waste time in heading to the bedroom.  

Once in the bedroom they continued kissing.  They also started undressing as they made out.  Their body contact was incredible to see, rubbing against each other skin on skin.  Finally the underwear came off and their cocks were out.  Both of  them were so hard.  I felt like I was invisible, watching the hottest live porn show ever.  My boyfriend hates to suck cock and won't suck me.  But he had no problem licking and sucking Robert's cock.  And he must be quite good at it from Robert's reaction.  

More kissing, body contact, and sucking ensued.  Finally Robert got serious about sucking my boyfriend to completion.  He was sucking harder, deeper, and with a rhythm.  I watched my boyfriend, trying to imagine what he must be feeling.  I can tell when my boyfriend is about to cum and he was getting closer and closer.  Robert could tell too and it just made him suck harder.  Finally my boyfriend exploded and I could tell Robert was taking a huge load in his mouth.  Spent, my boyfriend laid on his back as Robert shot his load over him.

Afterwards they cleaned up and then we all walked out of the hotel together.  Robert pointed out some sights in the area and suggested some restaurants in our area.  It was the first time I got to watch my boyfriend with another man and it was incredible.



Thursday, July 3, 2014

Together again

I am flying out today (in the middle of a hurricane) so that we can be together again for ten days.

After everything he still seems like the perfect guy for me.  We have our attraction and our feelings.  But we each get the benefit of our separate lives.  I have not met anyone more physically attractive.  And he really is smart and clever.  I am looking forward to taking advantage of his body and rekindling the feeling of our relationship.

It's not hard to find guys attracted to him.  There are five guys who have asked to have sex with him, and we haven't even started our vacation.

I will keep you posted with stories and maybe even photos and videos.


Sunday, June 29, 2014

Let's try it :)

So I heard back from him.  He prefers the muscled guy with a big cock.
Okay so maybe you could arrange the first guy for the threesome you talked to me about :)  Let's try it :)
I propose that we all hang out.  Then at some point my boyfriend and the guy will start making out.  And they can take it from there.  The guy is really hot so it should be an intense time for them.








Thursday, June 26, 2014

There are two guys I would like you to consider having sex with

I just sent my boyfriend Facebook links for two guys I'd like him to have sex with.  It deserved a post.
There are two guys I would like you to consider having sex with.  I met ____ off gayromeo last summer in _____ [link] and my friend ______ is working in ______ this summer [link]. 
Guy 1:



Guy 2:


Sunday, June 22, 2014

"You'd be happy to watch as me and him fucked?"

So I met this guy online.  I'm hoping this will lead to my ultimate fantasy of watching!
Me:  You are really cute.
J:  lol thanks but pretty far haha
Me:  Well we are coming to ______ this summer
Me:  Are you up late or just wake up?
J:  it's nearly 3am so up late
J:  I'm from ______, living in _____
J:  back to ______ mid July
Me:  Oh cool
Me:  Do you like it?
J:  yeah love it here
Me:  I actually have a friend from _____ who looks a lot like you
Me:  Obviously he's very attractive ;)
J:  haha thanks
J:  ah nice
Me:  Do you study or work in _____?
J:  I work, but here for university
Me:  Executive here, my friend is a student
J:  yeah I think he's hot
Me:  He is haha
Me:  Maybe we can meet up
J:  maybe!
Me:  We are staying at the _______
J:  ah _______!  I do know it
J:  not far from me
J:  15 min walk
Me:  Very convenient
J:  yeah haha
Me:  Are you a good kisser?
J:  I've been told
Me:  By lots of guys I'm sure
J:  why do you say that?
Me:  Just joking with you about the lot of guys, but I bet you get approached by a lot of guys
Me:  Well maybe I can buy us drinks and then my friend _______ can test that theory
J:  yeah that'd be cool
Me:  Why are you up so early?
J:  I'm up late!  was out tonight
Me:  What do you get into with guys, can I ask?
J:  cool I'm vers.  he got a nice dick?
Me:  _______ is versatile but more top
Me:  7 inches cut
J:  6.5 inches cut
Me:  To be honest _______'s dick is my favorite by far
J:  I'd love to see it eventually ;)
Me:  Yeah I'd like to watch you two
Me:  Have you ever done anything like that?
J:  been watched?
J:  nah
Me:  First time for everything ;)
J:  you'd be happy to watch as me and him fucked?
Me:  That would be really hot I think
J:  yeah could be
Me:  :) glad I didn't scare you off
He's 21, 6'1" and 160 lbs.  Very boyish looks.



He's got a great cut cock that's really thick.



I really hope this works!


Thursday, June 19, 2014

On the balcony after sex

He has just texted me from a friend's balcony.  The friend fell asleep after sex and champagne.  He is enjoying a joint.

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

Sex with the Plumber

A short message from him:
I just got sucked off by the plumber to get a discount ! :)
Seems kind of unfair to me.  I think he should have had to suck the plumber off to get the discount.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Trying to set up a meeting

So I ran into a guy online and we started chatting:

Me:  You are really attractive
Me:  It's a shame we aren't all in the same city
D:  Thanks, you two too
Me:  We like guys who are a bit of a geek
D:  I'm a total geek, haha
Me:  Where else are you going on your vacation?
Me:  If you end up in ______ or _______ you may be near my boyfriend
D:  I'll actually be in ____ come Tuesday, haha
D:  and then I'm heading onto ______ on the 20th
Me:  He's a great tour guide.  And amazing in bed too ;)
Me:  What do you get into?  If you hook up would you share the details with me?
D:  awesome!  best of both worlds ;)
D:  I'm vers, generally more mild than crazy haha, and I could do that =P
Me:  I would want a play by play ;) I will ask him.  Can he stay with you?  He is in a town about an hour away.
Me:  Are you traveling by yourself?
D:  I'm traveling with a friend, so I'm unsure as to how that would work =/
Me:  Straight friend?
D:  He's gay too, haha
Me:  Just friends?  Would a threesome be awkward?  I guess at the very least he'd understand your need to have the room for an hour or two.
D:  Do you have more pics of him?
Me:  [sends pics]
D:  he's really cute!  haha
D:  a threesome would be pretty awkward.  haha
Me:  I understand.  My food friends I travel with are just friends.
Me: He is in a town called _____ if you want to do a day trip.
D:  possibly, what's the town like?
Me:  It's a college town, quite historic actually
D:  Oh?  haha, then maybe a jaunt own could be interesting.
Me: We have a complicated arrangement, basically because we live so far apart.  But since I can't be there until July would be great to share your experience vicariously.
D:  gotcha... yeah, that would be difficult
D:  well, I'd be happy to help you with that.
Me:  When you know what works with your schedule let me know and I will ask him.  I think he is mostly free, he's a student and not doing anything this summer.
D:  sounds good!  otherwise if you hear of him coming to ____ while I'm there, let me know!
Me:  Ok I'll see what's he's up for

The guy is a super cute 22 year old.


Check out his gorgeous uncut cock that my boyfriend will hopefully be enjoying!


This blog just blew up!

So after averaging 10-20 views a day this blog is now getting about 400 views a day!  It's a real incentive to find someone to have sex with my boyfriend by the end of this week.  I'll definitely keep you posted.

I would really appreciate anyone who is willing to link to this blog, repost this blog, publicize this blog, etc.

And of course commenting or following this blog is the highest compliment.

Questions, comments, pic requests?  I can be reached at cucked2014 at ymail.

Saturday, June 7, 2014

Found his Grindr Profile

I have been stalking him on grindr but I have never seen him show up until this morning.  His profile says:
Passing through. I'm just looking ass with a passive guy who loves it. I leave the area soon.
I got so horny I had to jerk off thinking about him fucking a guy.

Sunday, June 1, 2014

What are you like in bed?

Well we are both really good kissers, I think that is one of the best things about him. Usually we start by making out and lots of body contact. He has a handsome face, beautiful eyes, and an amazing body so I get hard right away. His cock is cut and perfect, so it's great to suck. His ass is plump and round, and he has a small hairless hole. I like to fuck him on his back so I can see his face. He moans just a bit and that is really hot. I try not to shoot, but I desire him so much I always shoot while I'm fucking, and it never takes long. He is vers/top as well, and in fact he is the best top I've ever been with.

What about you, what are you like in bed?

Saturday, May 31, 2014

The calm before the storm?

Sorry there haven't been any posts lately.  There's just been nothing to post about.  My boyfriend is moving and he's been in his new city for two weeks.  Then he'll go back to his old city for three weeks.

He's announced that it's his last month there, so I think a lot of guys may want to meet for that one last time.  We will see.

Then in July we will be together again for two weeks.

Monday, May 12, 2014

Five Nights of Bliss

So we met for five nights.  It was really amazing.  I remember why I've always been so attracted to him.  The first night we went to an amazing concert.  We really are good together when we travel together.  I topped him until I came.  At first I thought about all the other guys who have been topping him, but then I forgot all that and just enjoyed the magic of being with him.  The second night I topped him again.  And again it was incredible and amazing.  The third and fourth nights I gave him blow jobs, and each time I swallowed his entire load.  On the fourth night we went out to a bar with a back room.  I thought I would finally get to see him with someone else.  But it was rather nasty and we both decided we liked each other better.  So there was no fooling around.  The last night he topped me which is really the thing he does best of all.  The whole time we were like boyfriends again.  I can't think of anyone I'd have rather spent those nights with.  And the rest of the time was amazing as well, with restaurants, theatre, museums, drinks, and exploring the city.

He did tell me that he had been with around 30 guys in the three months since we broke up.  He showed me photos of one of them.  He showed me how he uses the app Hornet to meet guys.  He's having even more sex with guys than I thought, and a lot of it I just will never know about.

Now we are planning to get together sometime in July.  I can hardly wait.

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Resistance is useless to his charm

So we are meeting today for five days.  So to get ready, he meets up with a guy who writes:
Resistance is useless to his charm, he welcomes you with warmth and when you indulge the whims of his passionate impulses then you will be overcome by waves of desire that take you to ecstasy ... we outdo ourselves again and again .... but time passes too quickly. Kisses

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

His hard cock and warm kisses

This is a big moment because the blog is finally up to date.  There are no more pending entries.  From now on everything will be in real time.

Here is the last note, it's about last week:
Last Tuesday I rediscovered [boyfriend's] smile, his freshness/coolness, his enthusiasm, his hard cock, his warm kisses. A moment and an unforgettable, gentle new time. Thanks and see you soon I believe.
Boyfriend replied:
A very good time once again. A lover with a talent for heightening pleasure before finally satisfying.
Here's a photo of the guy's cock:


He is 38 years old, has short light brown hair, a nice body, and an uncut dick.  He's a top.

Sunday, April 27, 2014

Taken the bait

What does this mean?  In a Turkish way?  (My boyfriend is blonde and has blue eyes.)
That morning, I have taken the bait. What a pleasure to be received by a charming young man, attentive, comfortable and safe (in a Turkish way).  It was a pleasure.
The guy is 48 year old, 6'3", 180, white, average body, short hair, clean shaven.
He says he has an extra large dick and is a top.

Saturday, April 26, 2014

"I wanted to ask you about those things I kind of stole from you."

He sent me an email offering to return my stuff he took.
I wish I could take a picture but I think the Iphone you gave me (or… the iphone I stole from you) is broken. I broke the glass like two months ago I don’t know how and it's slowly dying… This is really sad. I wanted to ask you about those things I kind of stole from you. I feel really bad, I never planned on keeping them the first time. Except for the clothes you wanted to give away of course. But so, I have your coat, the phone, the macbook, the green suitcase, the headphones and a pair of socks. (I think that’s it.) I live with those things every day. Really like it's all your stuff it's so fucking astonishing. But I'm wiling to give it back to you in [trip we're taking in May] if you need it so. I think it's better talking about it now instead of not ever talking about it =)
It's a nice gesture, although of course he knows I'm going to let him keep everything.

Friday, April 25, 2014

I feel like part of a select club

The weirder the guy the weirder the message.  From the guy:
Thank you for your message my tender friend :-)
With you I had a moment of intense sensuality; but not only, it is also a moment of openness to the world and reflection.
I wish you a successful future.
With you I feel like part of an exclusive club ;-)
Boyfriend's original message:
More than just a blow job.
Kindness, tenderness, tasty kisses and generosity.
Thank you for our great moment.
The other guy is 41 years, 5'9, 264.  His profile says: Hi all, you sit quietly and I take care of you and the rest ;)

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Michaelangelo's David

I guess some guys get a bit carried away:
Even though I swore never to write comments here, I can't help but write a few words about [boyfriend].  He is a cross between Michaelangelo's David and maybe Einstein... who alas I never met!  LOL
Excellent body and mind.
I want to meet again soon.

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

A dream come true

This message is so short I wonder what they did.
Your boyfriend gave me a warm welcome.  He has a gorgeous body and a killer smile.
He is a total love.  What a dish!  A dream come true.
I want to see him again very soon.

Monday, April 21, 2014

I impaled myself on his hard cock, then I came.

So the guy who puts together groups emails me and says he wants to meet again, but this time for a one-on-one.  That weekend he writes:
We met at his house. We had a drink, smoked a cigarette for a few minutes, and we talked. Then we got naked, I was hard like crazy, he was pretty excited too.  
We were both rock hard and started touching each other. We kissed for a long time, and started to take turns sucking each other. He sucked me for a long long time. I sucked him ask well but not as long as him because he was going to cum. He was so aroused, me too. I love sex with him. We kissed more, then he put on a condom.  
He fucked me good, he fucked me while I was on all fours, then I got on my back and he fucked me hard, next I sat on his fat cock. I jumped on his dick. For at least a good fifteen minutes I impaled myself on his hard cock, then I came. And he came too, on my ass. It was great. He was really happy and so was I.  
I hope I'll be able to see him again, I hope what I wote pleases you, that it excites you. It was really great. Kisses to you.
My boyfriend responded:
He is hard to resist. I have been tempted, and again, a pure pleasure party =)

Friday, April 18, 2014

My boyfriend has sex with a group of guys

This was something different.  One of the yahoo groups has a guy who puts together small group meets.  He sent out an email asking for donations to help host the next one.  I sent him 200€ and suggested he invite my boyfriend.  I thought maybe it would be in a week or two, but the next day I get a message it's on.

Here is the guy's description of the evening:
We saw each other in a big apartment, we were alone, we talked a little then got naked.  I got hard and so did he. We started by touching each other's crotches and then we made out a long time, I started sucking him and he sucked me too.  It lasted a long time, I even thought I was going to cum. Very good! Then I spread out on the bed, he fingered me, I loved it and he got so hard. He fucked me deep and I really loved it. 
Then two other guys came and it was a real orgy. Everyone was naked, hard. The other guys weren't as handsome as [boyfriend]. But that's ok, they had nice dicks and asses! Everyone made out for at least twenty minutes, we all made out with one another, everyone was hard really hard. We all sucked each other. We even sucked multiple dicks at the same time. We even had two guys sucking [boyfriend] at the same time. Two tongues on his dick! Awesome! 
Then [boyfriend] took my ass and fucked another guy who was there. We all fucked the guy, one at a time, it was awesome! [Boyfriend] wanted to cum, we fucked the guy for at least thirty minutes, taking turns. so good. Then one guy came, [boyfriend] wanted to too. He came on my ass, we were all tired...lol... Then I fucked the guy once more and I put a dlido in him. I finished by jacking off and I came on his face. 
We all had a drink. Everyone went home, it was really really nice. I hope to start it up again with [boyfriend]. He's really nice and very handsome. I hope I've given enough details. And I hope you got aroused reading this.
My boyfriend also left a message:
A moment as enjoyable as unexpected. A simple exchange of messages got us to meet to just fuck freely. A real man, and a huge dick. You know how to make someone comfortable, to take charge. Good fucker, beautiful body, and a magnificent ass. 
I had a great Saturday evening thanks to this guy, and the two guys with us would agree with me if they could write here.  A very successful sexual encounter, really.
I've seen the host's photos and profile (he's really hot):  He's white, 33, 6'2", 175, has short dark hair and blue eyes.  He's bisexual, versatile, with an extra large uncut cock.  He has a nice, muscular body.  He says he's very picky about who he meets.

I like to think about my boyfriend's mouth wrapped around his cock:


And I like to think about my boyfriend's cock slipping into his ass:


Wednesday, April 16, 2014

A great cock to suck off!

So he describes my boyfriend:
Impressive body! Super masseur! A great cock to suck off! I will see you again soon, you are beautiful!
My boyfriend describes him:
You're a very nice guy, cool and easy to talk to. Although this was my first chance to spend time with you, it was really as if we already knew each other.
Note: A mouth of quite impressive capability for giving head =) You're a great sucker =)
He is 34, 5'7", latin, versatile, with green eyes and short hair.


Monday, April 14, 2014

He meets a real man and enjoys his cock

Of all the messages I've seen, this is the one I've read the most.  It came the day after Valentine's Day.  The review of my boyfriend is very plain:
Very friendly and good looking guy.
Cute face and very hot!
My boyfriend's review of him is more telling:
What a great guy, with really enjoyable cock
He is also a good kisser.
It's always nice to have a real man like him in your bed :D
I've seen a photo of the guy.  He's leaning back naked and it's cropped just before you can see his cock.  But I've thought of many different ways my boyfriend could enjoy his cock.   And how great the make out session would be with a good kisser.  And how he would enjoy a real man's body and cock.

In fact, it was just after this that I started this blog.

The real man is white, 33, 6'2", 174, short brown hair, stubble, and is bisexual.  He likes erotic massage and soft sex.

Here is a photo of the guy:


Unfortunately I do not have a photo of his cock.  I don't even know if it's cut or uncut.  But I've spent a lot of time imagining it, and thinking of all the ways my boyfriend could enjoy a real man's cock.

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Hot in bed and a good fuck

Now that we're separated, I wait to see if I get another message.  And I do.  This was February 13, 2014:
He's a gorgeous young man.  Hot in bed and a good fuck.  I can't wait to see him again.

Saturday, April 12, 2014

The hiatus

So ten days after my boyfriend flies home in January he texts me that he is not coming back.

He is going to meet other guys.  Lots of other guys.

But we make plans to meet again in May.

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

My boyfriend comes up with a plan to steal from me

This is a note he made for himself on the iPhone I gave him:
My Machiavellian plan is so perfect.
I'll take the mac book air. I'll keep the iPhone like a new iPod connected to wifi (after all 64gb).
I have stashed between 4000 and 5000 dollars in cash, which is maybe 3000 or 4000 in euros to add to my savings.
I go back home, take my exams.
I'll ask for an allowance in January.
I take a flight February 7th, like that I'll start the second month. But I'm not coming back. I'll just say I missed my flight. 
I'll keep pretending to love him, even after not returning in February, but I'll make up a pretext like a death or my studies. That way I'll still be able to go back :) And if he complains I'll promise a better vacation together in the future. I will keep squeezing my pension out of him until he meets someone else. 
So I will get a plane ticket between Feb 7th and before he leaves for New Orleans! :)
Tomorrow is the 4th, until the 14th that gives me ten full days to work (well 7 days with the weekend, etc.) 
If I add the suit, the Bose headset, and other clothes (Forever XXI) I'm good.
I'll have 27,000 or 28,000 euros and I can save up to 30,000 by May. Then in June I'll work to pay for my vacation.  And boom! A circle of a crazy, enriching year, risky money, lies, breakups, etc.

Monday, April 7, 2014

My boyfriend starts having doubts about the relationship

For whatever reason, he wrote this note:
I should not have gotten the apartment in New York.  I'm not getting into the Master's program I want. I guess I will retake the year, it's embarrassing, but I will have to do it.
What I should have done is go into the Master of Business Law as planned.  I would have lost the money I made in the US.  I have done so much traveling.  I guess I can always be a clerk.
I need to find the right group of guys who will support me for sex.  In a year I could reach 50,000 euros which is really what I need for the next two years.
I really want the macbook.
I want cool friends.

Saturday, April 5, 2014

Cheating on me while I'm off with friends

It's just after New Year's. I have a trip to see college friends. He says he doesn't want to come. So I leave early in the morning by myself. We text all day but he stops texting for a bit.

When I get home I see he was texting with another guy. About an hour after I had left they talked on the phone for 8 minutes. They text until mid-morning, stop texting for 2 hours, and then start texting again until 2 pm.

Do you think they hooked up midmorning or at 2?

Friday, April 4, 2014

I watch my boyfriend dance shirtless in a crowd of hot guys

It's New Year's Eve. We are out at a gay club. We are out all night but it is getting late. I watch my boyfriend dance shirtless in a crowd of hot guys. He tells me I should go home but that he wants to stay. So I leave. Two hours later he comes home. I will never know what happened. Chance he hooked up: 30%

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

The business trip: Did he cheat?

I have a business trip and I take him with me so he can explore a new city.  I have to go to work early in the morning and we will meet up afterwards.  That day he texts with at least two guys.  I find directions to an apartment complex on googlemaps.  When I ask him about the apartment complex he says he was just exploring and not meeting anyone.  He points out that we had great sex that evening.

Did he cheat?  Please respond in comments.

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Monogamy*

Like all relationships, we began with a date (probably my best date ever), followed by more dating, and eventually one person brings up the idea of a relationship.  I said that I wanted to see where things were going and that I loved him.  He told me that was OK but that we would still see other people.  That was October.  In November we had another talk and decided to be monogamous.  I liked being monogamous with him.  I really wasn't until after the relationship was over that I realized that he was not monogamous with me.

This post marks the point in time where we started dating.  Regardless of whatever you may see in this blog, or whatever you may think about me, I truly, deeply loved him.

Saturday, March 29, 2014

An excellent fucker and a good load!

I like the messages that are more explicit, like this one:
I had a superb time with your handsome young boyfriend.  Very cute, an excellent fucker and a good load!
My boyfriend replied:
A beautiful ass for hard fucking.  And a mouth to match!
I've seen his profile, he is 50, 5'8", 165lbs.  He is Mediterranean, brown hair and eyes.  He has a medium, cut dick and is a bottom.

Thursday, March 27, 2014

An unforgettable encounter

This must have been an imitate meet:
Your boyfriend showed me sensuality, passion, delicacy, refinement and tenderness.  He is a charming and fascinating man. An unforgettable encounter.
My boyfriend sent a response but somehow I accidentally deleted it.  If I find it I will amend this post.

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Made me really happy!

Mostly when we do this it's just a sex meet or an overnight visit.  This guy propositioned my boyfriend for a week long vacation in a rather luxurious, famous resort city.  For a week I heard nothing.  Then I got this message the day my boyfriend was to return:
[Boyfriend's name] made me really happy!
That was it.  My boyfriend replied:
What a great week with you! You're an amazing guy.  It was such a pleasure to share a week of moments with you, whether caresses or ideas.
I have seen his photo and profile online.  He has a handsome face and a really good smile.  He is 48, 5'10", 220 lbs.  He is white with short grey hair.  He has a large cut dick and is versatile.  His profile says: "Open to all proposals.  Nothing is taboo."

Monday, March 24, 2014

Madly passionate

This is the message I got:
Your boyfriend is amazingly kind.  He was so laid back but then madly passionate.  He is so young.  He was very good in all areas of making love.
Then exactly one week later I got this:
So a second meeting in recent days! Always a pleasure. Always attentive to me. What a mix of sex and intelligence.
I was able to check the guy's profile. 45, 5'11", 187 lbs.  He is white, shaved head, brown eyes.  He has a large uncut cock and is versatile.

Sunday, March 23, 2014

So attentive and naughty

I got this message:
I had a great time with this grown boy.  So attentive and naughty.
He's a really nice guy with a great body and really cute.
Thanks for this great meeting, let's do it again next time I'm in town ;)
Then my boyfriend replied:
I had a great time too.  You have a body that made me green with envy, a firm and greedy ass, then a more than generous ejaculation :)
Very soon =)
I was able to check the guy's profile online:  48, 5'9", 148 lbs.  He has short blond hair and brown eyes.  He has a medium cut dick and he's a bottom.  His profile says: "I'm looking for hot encounters with cool young guys."

Saturday, March 22, 2014

He's one of the best

It's nice (and hot) to get a polite thank you:
Thank you for sharing your sweet and sensual boyfriend.  I had a great time with him.  He's one of the best.  Thanks!
I have been able to see the guy's profile online.  He's 41, 5'10", 230 lbs.  He's white and stocky with short grey hair and brown eyes.  He has a medium cut cock and is a bottom.  He says: I'm comfortable with myself, uninhibited, and I like to give as much pleasure as I receive. Up for anything just ask.

A question for followers:  Have you had have sex with another guy's boyfriend?  Is it a turn on to know that the guy you are with is stepping out of the relationship?  Share your thoughts and experiences in comments!

Friday, March 21, 2014

As for sex he is an artist!

Usually it's only one time, but I guess in this instance my boyfriend met the guy twice:
Elegance and pleasure are probably, in my opinion, the two adjectives that best describe my meeting with your young boyfriend. Elegance was his way of being with me. Pleasure was in his behavior, his desire to share. 
I had a moment of pure happiness and I confess its something I haven't had in a long time. 
His cultured and refined side perfectly complements his personality because it is a real pleasure to talk with him. 
As for sex he is an artist! And I hope we will have the opportunity to meet again soon!

Then a few weeks later:
Another meeting just as sensual as the previous. He is so attentive to all of my needs.  I'm glad this arrangement fulfills all of our desires.  Thank you to you!

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

A bad experience

So not all experiences are good.  This one guy turned out to be a creep.  But since this blog is dedicated to real experiences of a cuckold, I'm relating the experience here.

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Paid for it

This guy was visiting and staying at a hotel.  My boyfriend spent the night with him.  I got this message:
What can I say about our time together?  He was affectionate, tender, caring, sweet and excited, charming... By far one of my best times in bed.
My boyfriend sent him a note back (a first!):
I had a great time with you. I rediscovered the caresses, the passion we sometimes forget. You made me feel like the beginning of my sexuality. Your expert hands, they are rare. And I am grateful to you for [a significant amount of money he spontaniously gave my boyfriend].
I have seen his profile online.  He is 36, 6'2", 250 lbs.  He's got light brown hair, green eyes, and describes himself as stocky.  He has a medium, uncut cock and is top only.


Monday, March 17, 2014

His beautiful mouth is marvelous

Another meeting where it looks like my boyfriend gave head and bottomed:
Wow what a great set up.  I made out with your boyfriend until just before midnight.  His beautiful mouth is marvelous, an appetizer for his super plump buttocks.  Easy to talk to and fun to hang out with.  Such amazing smooth, boyish skin.
The guy also sent a photo.  He's a white guy, athletic, probably mid-30s.  He has brown hair and eyes and a really handsome face.

Then two months later I get this:
I had to meet again because this young boy is amazing.

Sunday, March 16, 2014

I took his delightful ass

My boyfriend is 99% top.  And he much prefers to get sucked to sucking.  So this was really hot to read:
A real treat! I enjoyed his body from his head to his feet. An enjoyable mouth for my cock. And I took his delightful ass.

Saturday, March 15, 2014

It was a pleasure to meet and spend time with your boyfriend.

Simple and sweet:
An excellent experience. He was a really friendly guy. It was a pleasure to meet and spend time with your boyfriend. Hopefully he will allow me to see him again.

Thursday, March 13, 2014

I gave him my ass

We had a nice time together.  He is a very sensual guy who didn't hesitate to express how much pleasure he had with me. I love it! He is an excellent deep kisser, a skill he also applied to my ass.  He gave me a very nice ass licking (he loves it).  Although I had a furious desire to fuck him I gave him my ass. An intense physical experience.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

A multitude of sensations that took me to orgasm

Your boy is just great! I was immediately hooked by his his sublime and sensual beauty.  But then wow he has a personality full of nuances, a quality package (easy going, so educated, very funny). But this was only a taste of what was to come! His perfect body and angel face brought me intense pleasure, burning... he literally electrifies and causes a multitude of sensations that took me to orgasm. UNFORGETTABLE!

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

To tell you would disrespect what we shared!

I always like to know what goes on when my boyfriend is having one-on-one sex with another guy.  But sometimes it can be hot to not know as well:
Your boyfriend is a very nice young man, warm and cordial.
He was good company and a friendly chat also.
What can I tell you about the unforgettable encounter? To tell you would disrespect what we shared!

Monday, March 10, 2014

I felt we had a real connection, which is rare.

I was very turned on by this message.  It's always hotter when it's more than just sex:

Your boyfriend is a really nice guy.  I felt we had a real connection, which is rare.  It was a very good evening.  He is a really good guy.

Sunday, March 9, 2014

Petting, affection, intensity, passion excitement, in a word, total pleasure.

A beautiful meeting with your boyfriend. He is a handsome young man, friendly, and a good conversationalist. As for our carnal pleasures.... But we had petting, affection, intensity, passion excitement, in a word, total pleasure. Your boyfriend filled me with his blessings!
Hugs to your great guy, to meet him again would be a joy.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Your boyfriend is gentle and considerate, exciting and passionate, immensely beautiful.

Words won't do justice, but let me start. Your boyfriend is gentle and considerate, exciting and passionate, immensely beautiful.  He put me completely at ease with intelligent conversation, humor, and wit. What more could I want?
He deserves attention and respect.
Thank him for this beautiful and exceptional meeting.
I send him my best thoughts, until next time!

In addition to the note, I know a little bit about this guy from his online profile, although I've never seen a pic:

35 years old, 6'2", 194 lbs, white, average body, brown hair, brown eyes
Gay, has a partner, medium dick, cut, always safe sex

His description:  35 years, young guy, friendly, young and inquisitive mind, cultivated, seeking vanilla sex (one shot or regular) with an active young man.

Monday, March 3, 2014

Your boyfriend has just left my house.

Hello!
Your boyfriend has just left my house.
I can not tell you enough good things about how incredible he was.
He was amazing on all levels.
He has such a dreamy nice and smooth body.
I enjoyed sucking him to the base of his cock.
I licked the hole of his very beautiful ass.
He licked and sucked me as well.
He really did send me to seventh heaven.