My boyfriend starts having doubts about the relationship

For whatever reason, he wrote this note:

I should not have gotten the apartment in New York.  I'm not getting into the Master's program I want. I guess I will retake the year, it's embarrassing, but I will have to do it.
What I should have done is go into the Master of Business Law as planned.  I would have lost the money I made in the US.  I have done so much traveling.  I guess I can always be a clerk.
I need to find the right group of guys who will support me for sex.  In a year I could reach 50,000 euros which is really what I need for the next two years.
I really want the macbook.
I want cool friends.